Monday, June 6, 2011

and so, i puas hati..

After months, and after a few attempts on making it look good, i finally had it last saturday.. Accompanied by Mr Drummer Woot Woot, i "chopped" it off. Now, Zetty Akhtar is back, the way she looks best. Fresher and younger. And most importantly, he loves it! Yeay!

Now that's gonna save me a lot of shampoo and conditioner. And mom's gonna stop nagging about seeing it everywhere on the floor..


Wednesday, March 30, 2011


so gonna be red... so gonna be orange.. so gonna be pink.



a little prayer

Dear Flawless Skin,

I miss you. Cepatlah balik.



After Along dan Adik,

Saya mahu:

1. belajar bahasa
2. cari pendapatan
3. study-date ~ ya right! lol..
4. jamming dengan Mr Drummer Woot~Woot.
5. tengok butterfly live in action.. weeee~~~~


what's new?

rambut dah lebih dari bahu.. "patutlah nampak lain.. rambut dah panjang.." i get that a lot. like A Lot! ngeheee...

i am jobless..

i am on semester break..

i am not earning but unstoppably spending..

i am not married, not yet.. ngahahahaha..

-will be back home very soon..

"Hey, hot stuff. I miss you."


Wednesday, February 16, 2011

may i?

I want to have a haircut.
*sambil buat muka comel*




Tuesday, February 15, 2011

emo - please IGNORE this.

For the past 2 weeks or more, I have been experiencing severe pain and discomfort on my back, somewhere near my waist to be exact. I don't need the doctor to tell me why for I know it's back. After more that 2 years, it's back. The only thing that differs is the fact that the pain and discomfort are much more annoying that the previous session.

Painkillers and panadols are my bestfriends at times like this. However, sadly said, they are no longer a helping hand. They don't send the pain away like they used to. I hardly feel the effect. What should I do?

Other than heading towards the specialist or anything like that. Seeing one will cost me a fortune. And it's the middle of the month, so hell no, I don't have the cash to spend on that. Are you kidding me? MRI alone, if needed, will cost me between RM700 to RM800. Shuts! And I don't have the time. I am no longer a full-time student and I don't have my own transport. Which means I can't possibly set appoinments and skip daily routines and move about as I please.

If you think I am making excuses, then I am..
If you think I am not making excuses, then I am not.


what about it?

"Unless you are 100% straight, let the rests bend."


Sunday, February 13, 2011

what happened?

Back during college life, I enjoyed going out after classes and during the weekends. Usually, I went to the malls. It's either window-shopping or watching movies. I loved doing it so much that I didn't mind going to the same mall again and again. My favourite area would be BB and Sg Wang. My home would be Sunway Pyramid. Fun!!!!

However, ever since the Year 2011 begins, things are no longer the same. I don't spend my weekends out anymore. I pretty much enjoy the company of television shows, iced coffee, snacks, pillows, my Wabbit and blanket. True!!!! I rather lie down on the couch and let time passes me by. Just like that. I will wake up early and do the house chores. I'll wash my clothes on Friday night so that they will dry by Saturday afternoon. And as I watch Hindi movies, one on tv2, continued with the one on tv3, i'll iron a one-week stock. Sometimes two. LOL.. And once I lock the house when I get back from work on Friday, I don't unlock it until Monday morning when a brand new working life resumes. Hahahaha.. Call me pathetic, but that's just how I love it. I think I want to get myself a Broadband and a Web camera. So that I can insanely go online and chat with Pak Cik. ( padahal dah nak muntah online kat ofis. Tapi kat ofis, takda FB ) wakakaka.. Or Astro perhaps.

Speaking of working days, I get tired very, very easily. Too easily I would say. Everyday, as I reach home, I will quickly take a shower, have simple dinner that I tapau from OU and do nothing. Buletin Utama is like my favourite lullaby. I'll be texting with Pak Cik. Then Pak Cik will call and we'll talk until I sleep or until he says he's sleepy.. Hahahaha.. I still do go out, but not as often as I used to. I love going out with my hommies. Go eat, drink, karaoke five songs each and go back. Ngeheeeee...

What happened? Those happened. Gagagaga~~~~


this is THE why

because he is a/the sex god. LOL.. and the fact that he is very much talented with what he does, of course.. *wink wink*
ladies, let's line up for the tickets.. shall we?? ngehngeh..
P/S: had a hard time selecting a photo. the fact that he forever looks good. No, great i mean. one of the most beautiful creation. woot woot..


i was just browsing ,
before i was reminded,
and so i typed and clicked,
for i have not seen it.
pretty while.

i am glad i did it,
just a while ago.

Thank you, Allah..
For keeping him safe and fine..
He's still the way he has always been.
A dear friend. To everyone. ^___^

P/S: Excuse me, Sir.. Did you change your contact number? Again? LOL...


Wednesday, February 9, 2011


a wonder - from him to her

stick with me, k?

Wahai Mr. A "Art-y" A A, ABFLFY......!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

closed eyes half opened.

what is it like to trust someone to get betrayed?
what is it like to be hurt?

it's like you're standing at the edge of a mountain and and all it takes to send you to heaven or hell is a gentle breeze.. Oh no, wait.. No.. It's like you're sitting nicely on a chair, you're at the centre of gravity and yet you fall, you just fall, not even because you sneeze or there's a mice running on the floor..

This bad? Yes, that bad..

Look. If you can't manage, don't even try to handle it. If you know you're not worth it, don't even try to give it a thought. True, life is about risks. Be a risk taker. But be ready to accept all the consequences with opened hands. You can't be indulging all the fun and leave what's not for others to suck. The other party's willingness to accept your weaknesses is not an escape point for you not to change, or at least try changing. ( I hate to use the word "try" as one can simply say s/he tried but failed ).. Excuse, excuse..

Be reasonable. Be loyal. Be truthful. Be thankful.
Kick away the bad habits. Oh please.. Or will you not???
What were you thinking? Dang!

P/S: imagine if they are both opened, wide opened?
5 IN 1.

Monday, February 7, 2011

tak tahulah apa mereka fikir

They tell you not to squad on the toilet bowl, but still you take the effort to climb on it.
They tell you not to throw anything from your car, but still you throw everything.
They tell you not to be rude on the road, but still you cut lines from your left.

Which part of "not to ____" that you do not understand?

Some people. Most people, actually.

Pity them.

P/S: and the ones who do not flush after business is done is even worse. worst..! tak faham sungguh.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

ban itu makanan!

Semalam petang, Budak sempat pergi berpacaran dengan Pak Cik. Semestinya, Si Tompok ada sekali.. Budak mahu happy-happy jadi dia ajak Pak Cik pergi have fun.
Selesai urusan itu, Budak ajak Pakcik pergi makan ABC dan rojak. Entah kenapa, sama-sama berat hati nak pergi tapi akhirnya, mereka ke sana juga. Makan la dengan happy, gelak-gelak buat lawak, bahan-membahan.. Pendek kata, rasa bahagia. Lalalalala.. Pink betul! Apa sengeh-sengeh haaa, Pak Cik??? Uwek!!!!
Lepas makan, Budak nak jalan-jalan kat Tanjong Api, tapi tak jadi. Mereka pergi MegaMall pusing-pusing tengok barang-barang daripada pelbagai kategori. Budak asyik terlepas cakap benda-benda yang dia tak terfikir pun. Cam automatik je.. Huahua.. Dah cukup masa, kena balik. Da Maghrib, bas pukul 10.30 malam.
Masa tengah lintas jalan nak ke kereta, Budak mood-swing tiba-tiba.. Sepanjang perjalanan pulang. Pak Cik jadi hairan, dia ingat dia ada buat salah. Huuuu... Budak menangis... Pak Cik pun jadi sedih.. Masuk je rumah, Budak dah mula pening..
Kemudian, Budak naik bas untuk balik Shah Alam. Jam dari tol Karak all the way ke R&R Genting Sempah. Sempat muntah, padahal dah naik bas dari kecil lagi. Banyak orang tidur tepi jalan. Pukul 5.15 pagi tadi baru sampai. Terus siap-siap pergi kerja. Thank you, bestie, sebab tolong pick up. :)
Pak Cik pun sakit sama. Kesian dia.

Saya ban itu makanan...! Kat mana-mana pun. >.<

P/S: penulis mengaku dia sedar post ini GEDIK dan MENGGELIKAN, tapi, peduli apa?? dang!

takda otak

sudahlah melepak di tepi hentian sebelah sambil angkat baju dan gosok perut,

makan buah limau dibuangnya kulit, biji dan plastik merata-rata,

padahal, ada yang berkopiah di atas kepala tu...


P/S: macam korang je la yang stuck dalam jam. dang!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

good morning e-mail

Currently very much in love and addicted to Bruno Mars'
Marry You.....

can't stop smiling each time I play the track.
he just doesn't dissapoint us girls, does he? ;)

P/S: AAA, ABFLFY. ^______^


Tuesday, February 1, 2011

pagi yang sobbing...

pagi tadi diuji berat.

tengahari tadi dah selesai.

tapi pergelangan tangan pecah berdarah sikit.
dan tulang di situ bengkak.
kelemahan sendiri.


Sunday, January 30, 2011

para sa kanya

Last Saturday evening, I went out with FMK for a makan-makan minum-minum lepak-lepak sembang-sembang at The Curve. First pay and pre-birthday for my lovely lady. I won't be around during the real day itself so i decided to take her out earlier..

And so we had good meal, nice drinks and packed ourselves awesome deserts.. Yummy..! Thank you, kesayangan for the date.. It's been a while since I dressed up nicely to go out with you..

Dearest, I hope that when the real day comes, you'll have a wonderful celebration..
Much love, sugar candy..
Hugs and Kisses..

P/S: Mine is months away but I think I already know what I want.. Complete series of How I Met Your Mother. From Episode 1 of Season 1.. *hint hint* muahahahahahahaha.... so start saving, pixie.. oh, i will, i will... ;P


Friday, January 28, 2011

hujung bulan satu..

Since Monday, i've been on training. And today marks the fifth day of it. Which also means that tomorrow is another weekend. But wait a minute, it's not like any other.

I'll start off this evening by attending a party organized by my department. It is kinda a post New Year thingy. It's made compulsory but i'll try to have fun. There's i-pad and i-pods as prizes, so why miss the chance, right? Who knows if I'm the lucky one? (I think I just chased my luck away.... lol.. nvm.. I ain't a techno-person pun.. but techno music? play it louder, mr. dj.. huahuahua..) It will be at the Modesto's.. Never been there too.. So why not? But I hope I don't have to stay until late.. I have plans with my soul-mate tomorrow.. Yeay!

P/S: to the other half of mine, don't be jealous aaa... your turn is next week.. lalalalala..

Oh.. Training will only proceed on Feb 14.. Even if there's any change, the earliest will be on Feb 7.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, PEOPLE.. Enjoy with care.. :)

Oh lagi.. First gaji da masuk. Hmmm.. I wonder why it doesn't really excite me.. It worries me instead.. Wuwuu.uuu... ACCA cepat la kuar result.. Saya nak lulus dan naik gaji dan grad. Terima kasih.


Thursday, January 20, 2011

your shoes.

I would put them on eventhough we are of different sizes
and walk
and run
and fall.

I want to have a feel
just to be able to understand
just to be able to say it
just to be able to share
just to mean it.

the truth is, I do.

5 IN 1.

Friday, January 14, 2011

weekend = heaven..

in 15 minutes, it's weekend..
hope this will be a good one..

i wanna sleep and clean and rest and study.

thank you..
have a safe one, people.
P.S : hey, take a break, fellas. Stop stalking me. ( perasan. macam wa famous je kan.. ;P )


Tuesday, January 11, 2011

folded pink papers in a heart-shaped box.

fly, paper planes. fly.
fly higher.
fly. fly.
fly up into the sky.

each one.
every single one.
is for no one.
no one but the one.

fly each of you paper plane for the one.

5 DALAM 1.

dah macam rumah kelamin.. ;P

Finally, pretty ladies are all in. Yeay!
And the pipes got fixed. Yeay!
And we have a tray to dry our plates. Yeay!
And we have a stand for our stove. Yeay!
And we have made use of the carpets. Yeay!
And we sit on the couch and talked and watched tv and texted the guys together, all at the same time. Yeay!
Dan dah ada lampu kalimantang baru. Tinggal nak tukarkan yang rosak tu je lagi. Dan beli gas. Dan minyak untuk pintu gril. Yeay!
Next, contact Abang Wan, si tuan rumah. Claim, jangan tak claim. Hahahahahaha.. Yeay!

P.S. : Wahai tuan punya Si Tompok yang jauh, ya, saya sangat rindu akan awak juga.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

a word matters.

What should I call you?

How should I address you if we ever meet?

These are very common questions raised during the early stage of getting-to-know-you session. I would classify them as very minor pick-up lines, signing the other party that you are interested to get to know him or her better. Ahhah! I see heads nodding. Correct me if I am wrong. By all means, drop your comments. But then again, I know I am right. This is absolutely normal. It is healthy and pretty. It puts a smile on many faces. It is to some extend called magic, especially when it shows positive results. It is a wonder of relationships. Of course they do not work all the time but think again. They are still a helping hand. They direct one to stop. If one still proceeds, fight this case in the Supreme Court, one is on his/her own. Come on. You can't be that dumb, can you? *wink-wink*

What should I call you?

How should I address you if we ever meet, AGAIN?

By adding one small word, just one small powerful word, the complete picture is changed. I am not going to write about it for I believe that anyone is smart to enough to understand what I am trying to convey. So take a walk in my shoes, sit on my chair, sleep on my pillow and do one of the things I like most, writing to speak my mind. Give it a thought, a long one if you have the time. Otherwise, a short brief one will do. Smile. It cannot be that hard.

Found what to scetch on that piece of paper you're holding?


You'll call this cliche because I am right. Just like the rests.

Second Monday at work. Yawning...! Because I still have nothing to do. No no, i am not complaining, as a friend of mine advised me to enjoy the moment before the river of workloads really flows my way.. Okay then. My point actually is that "Oh ma Gosh, how time flies. I thought we just had New Year." Excuse me, ladies and gentlemen, judge me not. Please. I am aware of my surroundings, eventhough I watch and listen to the news minimumly. The world is no longer a safe place to live in, yes a kid can tell that. You don't have to read newspapers to yell that fact out loud. But somehow, God knows what went into me, I took the effort of sitting quietly on the couch from 8 to 9 pm. Prime news. Dad's favourite, not mine.

Bukanlah sesuatu yang baru untuk tahu bahawa peniaga menipu untuk mengaut keuntungan. Pakcik makcik, abang kakak yang berniaga, jangan melatah dulu. Penulis tak menuduh semua. Pendek kata, siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya. Umum tahu, 9 daripada 10 sumber rezeki datang daripada perniagaan. Tapi, awas. Itu bukan lesen untuk sewenang-wenangngya melakukan apa sahaja untuk memaksimumkan untung bersih. Fikir balik, bersih ke, kot ya pun dah tolak semua kos. Kebersihan cawan dan pinggan pun tak terjaga pada asasnya. Dang! Peniaga bukan makanan, jangan rileks dulu. Kalian tidak terlepas. Ada juga kecacatan yang dilakukan, penipuan dan helah yang sebenarnya melambangkan betapa ceteknya akal dek kerana sibuk nak menerjah kekayaan segera. Tak ke mana. Orang-orang macam ni memang kesian. Hmm.. Cukup la ni. Kalu nak bahan semua, tak berhentilah penulis menaip. Dan polisi insurans pun tak ada lagi. Kalau 'kemalangan', habislah. Huahua.

"Santan pun nak pakai ubat sekarang. Sudah kerja la.. ( ayat popular di kampung halaman koi ) Tak merasa nak makan masak lemak kecuali kalau balik kampung, dan di kampung, ada pokok kelapa. Kait buah pakai galah, takpun dengan khidmat beruk, belah dan parut sendiri, perah, masak. Mak ai. 'Sekolah lama" tu. Tettt! Apa kita boleh cakap? Terima kasih peniaga yang kuat makan untung tak halal. Arrrrggghhh!!!! Lepas tu, berani komplain ada penyakit macam-macam. Mana orang yang luluskan lesen peniaga ni? Memang tak jumpa la. Sebab dia da pakai topeng halimunan. Dapat syer besar, mampulah beli satu. Dunia, dunia. Apa nak jadi....

Seterusnya. Inilah rupa-rupanya punca penulis tengok Buletin Utama semalam. AJL. Semua karyawan dan penghibur tanah air yang berentap di pentas AJL malam tadi adalah hebat. Two thumbs up..! But the result.... Personally, I thought it wasn't the best. But I am no professional, so I supposed the judges knew best what they have decided. I hope so lah. Syabas dan semoga industri kita akan terus mantap. But caution. We cannot just simply rely on these few that have shown their fangs. The rests, if you don't have fangs, sharpen your other teeth ( not your tounges.. that would be the media people's homework.. lalalala) If you have to, so that you can at least keep up, if not compete. Jangan dok jual cerita cinta je tayang badan sana-sini.. Bila tanya nyanyi lagu apa, berlakon cerita kat channel berapa, tergamam. This is something very, very synonym in our country. Our entertainment world is worth more than that. So, please. If you can do us all a small favour by doing your job right? Thank you.

Last but not least, I just realized that I am an Obesophobic too. I think so lah..
(mystery solved, case closed.)


Thursday, January 6, 2011

from my KPMG's lappy.. huahuahua...

It's the seventh day of Year 2011 and my second day in the department. Alhamdulillah, I've got myself employed beginning January 3rd. Two days of orientation, one day of tests n here I am at my table, writing a post about it. It's lunch time, by the way. So basically, I am not committing anything wrong here. Or at least, I think so.

Alhamdulillah. This year begins pretty well for me. I hope that everything will continue to be fine and okay, if not awesome or electrifying. I just want to earn some income that can buy me some stuff, pay my bills and save. Hehe.. (sounds not ambitious, huh... oh well, that's just me for now.. so ain't gonna complaint about it.. )

Of course. Thank you Allah for sending him to me. "I am sorry that I kept you waiting for a while, but at that particular moment, I thought that was the right thing to do. Thank you for your patience. I'll try my best. And may God bless you." I hope that things will turn out good for both of us, individually or the other way round.

A new home. My own little nest to lie down after a long day. FMK and I, later joined by Illi have found ourselves a flat in Shah Alam. Not that bad, though there were some flaws here and there. We're still trying to amend them. InsyaAllah once done, it's going to be nicer and better.

I hope February will come with more joy because I hope that ACCA will bring me good news. Please. Please. Please. I am already eager to start studying again. "Pakcik, cepat habiskan ACCA awak. Nanti buat ICAEW pulak, sekali." Meanwhile, how about CIMA..? Greedy me. LOL.. Just kidding. That has to wait. I 've got to work first.

Alrite. I'm done here. Til next session comes.. (yet to be known when.. that's why February is here in this post as well..)

Take care. Be good dan love. :)