closed eyes half opened.

what is it like to trust someone to get betrayed?
what is it like to be hurt?

it's like you're standing at the edge of a mountain and and all it takes to send you to heaven or hell is a gentle breeze.. Oh no, wait.. No.. It's like you're sitting nicely on a chair, you're at the centre of gravity and yet you fall, you just fall, not even because you sneeze or there's a mice running on the floor..

This bad? Yes, that bad..

Look. If you can't manage, don't even try to handle it. If you know you're not worth it, don't even try to give it a thought. True, life is about risks. Be a risk taker. But be ready to accept all the consequences with opened hands. You can't be indulging all the fun and leave what's not for others to suck. The other party's willingness to accept your weaknesses is not an escape point for you not to change, or at least try changing. ( I hate to use the word "try" as one can simply say s/he tried but failed ).. Excuse, excuse..

Be reasonable. Be loyal. Be truthful. Be thankful.
Kick away the bad habits. Oh please.. Or will you not???
What were you thinking? Dang!

P/S: imagine if they are both opened, wide opened?
Wallahualam.
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