not so pretty la...

Believe it or not,
Yes,
Eventhough I hate to admit,
As much as You pray that is not true,

the truth is ugly

it's just that .....

the truth is beautifully ugly!

this is how I see it.. what about you?


Wallahualam..

51043

all I want is to talk to you, on anything, on everything,
nothing in particular, just random stuff

but why does it seem so impossible?

as if we're speaking two different languages..

extra careful, shut up or get misunderstood.. i miss you so much even when i'm here with you. what happens when i'm gone?

Wallahualam..

l.e.t.t.e.r

Dear Memories,


You have been very kind by visiting and staying for a while. I hope it is not too cruel to say that I was so relieved when you went away, just as much as I know that I will always miss you dearly. Please do not come back. For you are memories, and you are meant to fade away..



Love,
Reality



Wallahualam..

Tersenyum Terfikir

Hari raya kedua ini tidak kosong meskipun hanya kuhabiskan di rumah seperti hari-hari yang lain. Aku ditemukan dengan satu pengalaman baru, satu pengajaran yang cukup besar maknanya untuk diriku. Raya bukan menang semata-mata.

Betapa petah anak kecil
Begitu lantang bersuara
Penuh jujur berkata
Teruja bertanya
Menggelodakkan rasa

Semoga bila kalian dewasa nanti, suara kalian tidak hilang, tekak kalian tidak kering mengucapkan kebenaran, hati kalian tidak hitam dengan curiga, akal kalian bicara penuh bijaksana. Amin..

kalaulah kalian tahu apa yang menanti kalian...

harap dia secomel, seindah dia...

Wallaualam..

Kad Raya Zesty untuk Kesayangan Semua..

Syawal 1, 2oo9

Dearest friends and all loved ones,

Happy Eid-Fitri

Forgive me for all my wrongdoings

Halalkanlah apa saja, segalanya, terlebih dan terkurang..

Moga-moga lebaran ini indah buat semua...


sesungguhnya aku insan lemah yang tidak akan pernah bisa lari dari silap, berpaling dari godaan, mahupun mengelak dari terjebak. apa yang mampu adalah cuba untuk tidak melukakan agar aku juga tidak dilukakan..

Wallahualam..

huh..??!!!!!!!!!

I QUIT!!!


charged me guilty, i am sorry.
i really am..


tak nak menyakiti dan disakiti..
Wallahualam..

an invitation

As much as she wants to go, she did not. Was she afraid? I'm afraid so. Maybe yes, maybe not. The only thing for sure was she followed her heart. Like she always does.

"Why are you so afraid to come?"
"I don't know."

"Are you afraid?"
"I don't know. Why would I be?"

"You may come if you want to. It's okay."

It's not that she didn't want to. One half of her wanted to, very much. But the other half somehow stopped her. "It's not you, it's the heart."

What's on her mind is simple but pure.
-take me there as someone, not just anyone. and i shall go-



Wallahualam..

after sometime..

life is funny in every single way
one moment of laughter
one day of tears

turn to right one sees his friend
turn to left one discovers a foe
blink his eyes once the one trusted is gone
blink his eyes twice to know he is all alone

what he wants most is what he will not possess
funny life he lives but reality it is

as much as i want to write more,
this ends here.


Wallahualam..