+/-

Aku selalu percaya kalau berterus-terang adalah polisi terbaik dan paling mulia bagi satu kehidupan. Tapi hari ini aku terdidik kalau membuat orang lain faham akan kebenaran kita adalah begitu sukar. Sebab itulah ramai yang memilih untuk berdiam diri. Tidak kurang juga yang menjadi kreatif membina alasan. Hal ini adalah hakiki. Kita semua alami.

Berfikir mendewasakan minda, mematangkan jiwa tetapi memintas usia. Guru terbaik adalah diri sendiri. Masalah itu 'homework'nya. Mencari jalan keluar yang paling munasabah ibarat ulangkaji yang paling berkesan. Membuat silap tidak semestinya atas kecuaian dan selesainya kekusutan itu adalah seperti lulus cemerlang dalam peperiksaan akhir.

Setiap satu benda punya nilai. Semestinya pada waktu ini hampir segalanya dinilai guna wang. Jangan menidakkan. Kalau tidak, masakan orang pun didagangkan. Ada duit tersenyum. Tetapi kalau tidak, pasangan suami isteri paling bahagia pun boleh jadi tidak mahu saling bertentang mata. Ada satu rumah, "tak ada duit" adalah biasa. Tidak usah hairan. "Adalah sikit duit" akan membeliakkan mata seisi rumah. Itu cebisan cereka nyawa orang susah. Itulah dia. Aku tahu.

Payahnya memerah otak untuk membuat orang lain faham perkara sebenar.
Fikirlah sama..

A Wonderful Person

"If I could make a wish now, I would wish that the holidays do not end." This was what I told him. I was afraid of not going to be able to chat with him when the new semester begins. We became friends seven days ago, started talking three days back, and we have spelled so much. It is like a big joke when I come to think about it. He got to know me from a girl he claimed to be my friend, when I thought she was his friend. LOL!!

He is such a comfortable individual to talk to, to ask advice from, to tell and to share. I do not know this person that much yet, not to the extend that I can claim him a close friend but we were talking as though the world has stopped spinning. As though seconds have stopped ticking. As though there was no need to pay the Streamyx bill. I do not now if this was true, but he was who he is for the almost seven hours of chatting. And we can do it again without having to figure out what to talk about.

Again and again we kept on asking did we know each other before. No. Never. But we talked as if we've known each other for years. " Somehow it it impossible to have someone that we just met become comfortable with each other." If u get a chance, grab and hold it. Hold it tight. Or touch it. Even if it is slightly. For it does not knock on you door twice.

The more I want to tell you about this friend, the more I want to keep it to myself. But I can tell you that he is funny, in many ways and undoubtedly friendly, always. I see him as a young man with huge knowledge and wisdom. He knows what he wants and he does what it takes to achieve it. Like I have said again and again, I hardly know him but I do see him as a very successful human being.

I certainly have no intention in being emotional or carried away. But, above all. From the bottom of my small heart, for every beat I'm living on, I have met a wonderful person. Trust me. Because it does not happen all the time, perhaps just once. One can tell with wide-opened heart, mind and soul.

And why is he wonderful again? Simply because he shares and he respects.

Vanilla milkshake, McFlurry, Prosperity, Maggi Goreng, coffee and spicy food.

Just to list a few..

Wallahualam.

My Name is PICKLES

PICKLES has not been here for quite sometime.
PICKLES wants to come back and share like before.
PICKLES will.

But for now, PICKLES doesn't have any idea of what to write.
All PICKLES can say is that Prosperity Burger (BEEF) is back at McD..
Oh well. PICKLES has to wait till the CHICKEN is out..
OMG!!! Twister Fries..

LOL!!!
I don't even know where that came from..

Touch (A Holding Hand)

You drove me crazy
Couldn't even think
Got me said it so straightly
I guess it caused me a shame

It was just a holding hand, maybe
Still it was my first time
Couldn't help to wonder about it
I finally asked

Should have known
Never gonna get the answer that I want
Tricky words twisting my world

Standing here without a trace
Hoping and praying
Oh Lord, please make him My Man
Or take him away

They tell me not to stay
That you're just playing a game
Tell me, boy, should I wait
Oh do you feel the same

Tricky words twisting my world

Don't play with words
Don't mess with my world.

Made for all, dedicated to one.
I hope to go straight, don't belok-belok.
Strongly, from now onwards...

Cubaikhlas Cuba Faham

Seorang penulis berbakat menulis tentang hidupnya, mempuisikan motifnya, menyampaikan mesejnya. KEINGINAN melawan KEPERLUAN. Itu yang cubaikhlas, sebagai Si Kerdil fahami. Buat diri sedar betapa alpa dari memanjat syukur dan berserah seadanya kepada Allah Taala.

Banyak keinginan yang tidak kunjung tiba, banyak jugalah nikmat tidak terduga yang mengetuk pintu rezeki. Terima kasih, Tuhan untuk semua itu. Sebab itulah jalan hidup menjadi jauh lebih indah. Maha Bijaksana Dia...

Penghargaan buat penulis itu yang buat diri tersentak dari celaru, dari rasa tidak menentu, dari mengharap sesuatu yang tidak pasti. Insan bukan boneka. Sedang begitu banyak yang beratur di depan mata. Nikmat dan ujian - kerana kita mampu. Sebab perlu hargai apa yang ada sebelum tamat tempoh sah lakunya.

Cubaikhlas agak dia faham. Harap-haraplah.
Wallahualam.

Apa Diaorang Tengah Buat Tu?

I have no intention to be rude to anyone. I believe that I represent the voice of others, whether they have or yet to experience what I am about to share. Every individual has a role. Be it PREDATOR or PREY.

Last night, my friends and I were preys. The predators were a bunch of kids, a gun in the form of a laptop and super-annoying-laugh bullets that blew everyone's heads off. God knows what they were watching. But what I do know is the fact that they realized they were disturbing, annoying and hurting the others, and they did absolutely nothing to amend the situation. What more apologizing. They were insensitive, selfish and inconsiderate. Excuse me, but they were pathetic. For real, okay!!! Wake up, fellas! Be matured, be Malaysians.

McD is a public area, for us all. This is a FACT. Very true. Cannot be denied. Which also means respect for everyone in there. Agree? Thanks to these youngsters, my girls and I ended up not being able to focus on our studies. The same thing for other students who came with the same mission. Just by looking at their faces, one could tell that even those who were not studying were greatly disturbed. Huuuuu....................

Now, imagine you were in our shoes, gladiators, sandals or slippers. What could you have possibly done? Slap their faces? Ahah! You read our minds. Did we? Of course, NOT. But honestly, we somehow wish we did. Wakakaka.. Nothing personal ya, but writing a post is way much more relieving than dealing with such individuals. Didn't even know they exist. Forgive me, but I somehow believe that there are at least a few more that wrote on them as well.

Therefore, again, I beg this clique. Wake up. Change. Your victims last night might have forgiven you but some will choose not to forget what you did. Don't you feel guilty?..

For others : People, let's not be like these predators, okay?.. Promise?.. Thank you.

Wallahualam...

Apa Masalahnya?..

Bila semua orang sibuk dan aku tak punya apa-apa yang menarik untuk dibuat.
Sudahnya aku akan berteleku, otak kosong. Sedang muka jadi serius. Buat semua orang fikir aku ada masalah. Tenang kawan-kawanku yang risau. Aku tak apa-apalah.

*****

Bila si gadis itu manis berbaju kurung waktu dia dilihat di restoran bersama teman-temannya.
Punya stail, rambut disisir baik.Dia cantik. Tapi dia sedang membunuh. Bunuh diri, orang lain juga. Paling jelik, dia sedang bunuh budaya. Moden telah sedut tradisionalnya. Mengasapkan rasa malu pada mereka yang melihat. Sebab dia pakai baju kurung masa itu. Kalau tidak, tidak jadi soal pun.

*****

Bila orang yang sentiasa nakkan perhatian tidak sedar mereka sedang diperkatakan.
Kejap! Atau mereka sedar orang mengata tapi buat-buat tidak sedar. Malu tapi ego. Cakap orang tua, "bodoh sombong.." Cepat sedar. Hidup hanya sekali. Jangan berlakon. Kesian pada orang di sekeliling. Mereka teruja menanti ketulenan.

*****

Bila apa yang awak guna itu adalah hak orang lain. Itu tidak adil namanya.
Kemudahan yang disediakan oleh kerajaan di tempat-tempat awam mesti digunakan bersama. Itu kalau semua orang boleh pakai. Tapi kalau awak bukan OKU, janganlah letak kereta di parking yang dikhususkan untuk saudara-saudara kita yang lebih memerlukan. Bertimbang rasalah. Kalau awak mampu berkereta mewah, pasti awak mampu mempraktis moral. Kan malu bila orang lain pandang. Lepas itu, awak nak marah. Beranikah?

*****

Satu. Mengaku lemah, nyata tidak sempurna.
Dua. Maka, berpesan-pesan. Amar maa'ruf nahi mungkar.
Tiga. Usaha berubah.
Empat. Maaf.

Wallahualam.