this is reality. face it like a brave person. past made you who you are today. don't chase it away, let it go instead. its marks and traces, be thankful for them. they are to remind you of where you came from. life is beautiful. s*** happens every once in a while to color life. let's welcome it.
sakit perut efek kat otak. merapu pelik-pelik. abaikan. ;P Wallahualam.
She closes her eyes in fear She opens her eyes in fear She dreams, nightmares in fear She questions herself but never answers She is in fear.
A friend, yet a foe A companion, yet an enemy A strength, yet a weakness A sound, yet a silence A wide beautiful smile, yet an ugly cry She tears.
Life is not a choice, where are we going Avoiding death we try, are we not stopping She steps.
To search for the desirable To let go of those in hands Too close or too far or reachable? She holds.
Very often in this world we do not get what we want. Don't we work hard enough? Or maybe we just don't deserve it. Perhaps because we are neither grateful nor thankful for what we own. Some defend, "we just want life to get better." Some just cannot care more or less. Whatever folks. You decide. Someone I truly respect and admire once asked me. "Girl, what are the 2 things in this world that are very hard to find yet very easy to lose?" I shook my head. S/he said, "money and love." I asked, "why money and love? Why not love and money?" Guess what s/he said.
"Rezeki ada di mana-mana atas muka bumi Allah s.w.t ni.. Nasib la jumpa atau hilang yang mana dulu atau kemudian."
Wishes and hopes for every new year, has any one been granted or get done with?
Plans and budgets, are they really followed?
How do I actually kill time?
-Wishes colour life. Wishes let us dream for anything, even impossibilities. But let's be wise. Wish and hope by living in reality. Then we might live the whole year/12months/365days/8760 hours/525600 minutes/31536000 seconds calmly, 24/7. -Yang ini senang aje. Kalu ada disiplin, confirm follow-follow.. -Err.. Perhaps time murders me.. dududududu~~